Nuraini's

Dear Journal .
Today is the very day . I'm going to have an interview for my spot in Asasi TESL in UiTM . I'm so nervous that I can't even describe it with words . I'm afraid because my speaking skills are very very very bad . I'm a good writer maybe , but when it comes to speaking my confidence level will lack .. I mean , everything I want to say , it's here in my mind , but I can't find any one way to let it all out ! So frustrating . So , I'm scared that when I'm in the middle in the interview later I'll go shaking or blubbering stuff that I should not say .

I've been reading a lot of blogs about tips and experience in TESL Interview . Including my sister's experience . Well , most of their interviews went very well . They got a lot of easy questions like Hobbies , Movies .. But there were also some people that got hard questions based on the "isu semasa" . Examples : Pertabalan Agong . Okay , I'm not that kind of reader . I don't really read newspaper or watch bulletins . I'm a reader who loves blog walking , reading novels ..

The main point is , I am afraid . My heart races so fast and I can feel it pumping blood all over my body , I can feel it wanting to jump outside ( Er ? ) . Most of my friends said , I can do this . They have faith in me . But the problem is me . I don't have that kind of confidence level . I may have pissing myself later . ( cry ) . Hope not .

So , wish me the best , do pray for me ya ?

Love , Nuraini