Nuraini's

Stop and Stare

Sitting in the room by the window 

In the dark , I let the sun shines through in

Reminiscing the past

My mistakes 

My old memories

Good and bad .

Thinking , If I have a time machine

I would go back and fix everything

Say no to all things now I've had regret doing

Listen to all advice given by adults 

If I could only turn back time 

I would stop and stare 

and start chasing my dreams .

Now it's all too late or maybe not .

Is it too late to start over ?

Is it too late to at least try to be better ?

I'm tired of fakes hopes .

Why is everybody keeps pushing me till I trip over and over again ?

Why is nobody giving me second chance ?

The answers are actually in me .

I'm the one who should find them .

The first move is ,

CHANGE MYSELF .

So let's stop and stare to all of our mistakes ,

and regrets . 

Promise not to repeat them .

Seek for Allah's forgiveness .

Clean our hearts and never let the black dot come round

ever again .

Nuraini

PS : My English are so broken ~