Dear journal , my heart is aching so much right now . I miss him like so much kay . No msgs from him , nothing . I'm so worried , I can't even close my eyes and be calm . I can't think about anything else but him . I'm so afraid that sometimes I felt like cannot stand this pain anymore . I miss him so much , way too much . Looking at his pictures makes my tears fall really heavy . I miss the way he walk , the way he stared at me , the way those eyes makes me feel safe , his voice , how he pampered me , his singing , his laugh and smiles , everything ... And this thing driving me insane . Everything that I do reminds me of him . Every time I walked outside , I remember those times when we walked together , going home from somewhere , school , dates .. Every time I ate fish , I will always heard he said that he dislikes fish and I also remember the time that I put a piece of fish meat on his plate and he ate it .. He always there when I'm sick , although it so late at night . How he never let my hand go at our first date . I miss staring at him like when we're at the library , tuition , I just love seeing his face ... I miss him .. I miss my sweetheart .... I miss you Assyahiddin .. Truly am ..
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