Dear Journal , lately I wasn't been very thoughtful . I meant , I'm more to dreaming and contemplating . Even there's sometimes I cried , weirdly , without reasons . That's me actually , very sensitive , kinda annoying but what can I've done , that's my nature , that is what God had made me . Sometimes , I wonder Why Am I Born To This World ? What benefit will I make for my religion , my family and friends , my nation ? And .. I cannot find the answers for those . Not even one . Even when I've tried so hard to be perfect , still I didn't reach even the better . Err , maybe I should try harder ya think ?
So , this is me . Short girl with fat body , have pimples and scars , absolutely not smart , lazy , sleepyhead , annoying , hot-tempered etc.... No one likes me because of that . Darn it , see , I cry again .. Toodles .
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