Yes , today I'm feeling like talking about the guy who owns that Nickname . I miss him . Even it almost 2 months we've been away from each other , my love still grows incredibly . And I don't even know why .. And nowadays , I easily been so piss-off about .. everything . I hate reading tweets or Facebook status about boyfriend girlfriend blabla . I get jealous maybe . Because I can't do such things . And yesterday my friend , ASYRAF shared a video about long distance relationship . Wow , it really touched me in the heart . And it also gave me a lil' bit strength to make my relationship last . The problem is , I know my heart , I know what I'm feeling , what risk I took at the first place . But him ? I trust him with all my dummy heart . And that makes me feel terrified . Afraid of losing him . Afraid of he'll break me down . I am too scared if he leave me . I'm scared that he might choose someone else over me . Because this love is too big . This love from me cannot be describe with words . I'm afraid that I might lose him ... and I'm tired of being positive thinking . I just want him to be back as mine .. I'm always his and I just want him to feel the same ..
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