Sadness . Kesedihan .
Everyone surely has feel the sadness . Like me . I've been through a lot of tough things , the thing that I can hardly handle . I am just a teenage girl who mess up around , miserable . I don't like people judging me nor control me . Even my parents . The point is , I am not happy at home . I cant do anything . I am the only "wild child" . My other siblings are intelligent , kind , good in all way . But I'm not . It's just me and they can't accept the truth that I'm not like my brothers and sisters . You know , my own parents who take care of me since little actually doesn't know me well . They don't know my likes , my dislikes . I'm close to my dear grandmother . Wan . She knows .. She understands . She accepts ... She knows the way to talk to me , to advice me . My parents didn't know that I'm quiet shy with strangers . They don't know , that I'm a very sensitive in many ways . I'm just tired from being pretending that I'm alright .
I miss home , where I have my own bedroom that I can locked myself in it . I miss my friends , I miss my classmates , I miss my teachers , I miss him more . I like school actually , not like other teen . I really like school . People accept me for who I am . My teachers handle bad teen like me greatly . We can talks , make jokes and all other stuff I can't do at home .
And now , I trapped here . 19 hours journey to reach home . I'm not happy ....
The tears keeps going down , just want to go home ..
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